Emily Marilyn

Eric and I are heading out to Palm Springs for our 3 year anniversary/photo shoot mayhem. Palm Springs is one of my favorite places to relax and vacation. I love to lay casually by the pool enjoying the hot sun under my floppy hat and sunglasses. If I had a billion dollars I would have a vacation home in Palm Springs for sure. We will be back on Wednesday night with disks full of brand new hot content that will leave you drooling and begging for more.

I just finished updating my website and also my members wishlist. Does anyone have a copy of Adobe Premier CS3? I am in need for a video editing program. Better question, does anyone know which program is compatible with mpg files along with the audio? I am using a Sony cam that records on mini DVD's as mpg. Adobe premier doesn't support it, which I figured out after downloading the free trial. Sony Vegas allows me to import yet the sound is not compatible. I have to convert the sound and add it back. The mpg files won't load on my MAC, which is actually what I prefer to edit video on. I've tried to use the Ulead video editing program but I am having a horrific time trying to find the right settings to save the files at. It's frustrated me so much that I just use the program now to take video captures and refuse to edit on it. And my Windows Movie Maker crashes every single time I try to use it. Hence the reason why I haven't updated my clips for sale page as often as I had hoped for. My video cam isn't compatible with any of my editing programs. I'm at wits end.

The problem with being my own webmaster, photo editor, video editor, site promoter is I run into all these crazy little petty problems that I get stuck on for hours.

Maybe I should just get a new camcorder. I have that on my members wishlist. Wink wink.

See you Wednesday, once I am back from my vacation in Palm Springs.

xx

I was out in Tampa, Florida for a few weeks. It was absolutely wonderful. I stayed at Ruby Luster's gorgeous house. We performed at Fetish Factory Saturday the 16th. It was during the same time as a fetish convention but I didn't make it down to it. I just flew in to hang out and do some shoots. If you visit my blogspot blog you've probably seen the car accident photo. That's a long story but to make it short I was in a car wreck but made it out in one piece, thank goodness. It was the scariest thing I've been in... the feeling of absolute no control is what was most terrifying. I walked away with bruises across my chest, knee and a huge one all over my left foot and a case of minor whiplash which made me have to cancel my shoots the rest of the week!!! But like I said, I was ok and in one piece so that is what is most important.

Since I've been back in Los Angeles I've been working diligently on my website. I've noticed I get complaints when I don't update my blogs often. I will make a better effort to keep them up to date with everything that is going on. Sometimes it's hard for me to judge what people are reading and what I should spend more time concentrating on. I tend to think of writing as a chore rather than an enjoyable thing.

Today I shot a custom video with Eric. It came out absolutely great! I'm excited. Remember if you are interested in getting a custom video contact me. Today was strictly elbow bondage. I have a lot of bondage and especially elbow bondage fans out there! I love to be bound so it's perfect. Tomorrow I will be shooting another custom video. This time it is a forced strip fantasy where I can't control my hands and I remove my own clothes unwillingly. I get a lot of fun and sexy requests. Next week I will be filming a custom video strictly on toe bondage ala "Slave Molly" and "A Tale of Toe Bondage" - 2 of my older films I star in.

Tomorrow I babysit my nephew. My sister has to take my niece to tea time - a meet and greet at her new kindergarten. Last time I babysat my nephew he kept bringing me my high heels to put on! He is only 1.5! He is always into high heels. So adorable.

I've been on a missio to buy a townhouse or house here in the Los Angeles area. I found an adorable development on Sunday. I instantly fell in love with this amazing 3 story townhouse. But guess what.... after giving them my info... I was soon told I have to come up with 20% since I am high risk for a loan being self employed. Ok ok... 10% down on a 500,000 house is ok - but 20% down is insane. I mean.... if i want to put $100,000 down why don't I just go buy a beautiful house in the middle of no where Oklahoma for $100,000 and not worry about a loan and a huge mortgage. All my work is on the internet anyways. I can literally be anywhere and work.

I'm totally over living in Hollywood. Down the street there is major construction. They are putting in a W hotel - and tore down a historic section including a quaint Hollywood bar called Daddy's. they even bull dozed the area where the Brown Derby restaurant used to be. Traffic is going to be miserable once that hotel is finished. I remember back in the day when I first started coming to Hollywood. It was nothing like it is now. It was seedy and dirty. It was dangerous and exciting. Now it is one huge shopping mall. Everything is commercialized. It is nothing like how I remember it when I was a kid. This Hollywood x Highland has turned Hollywood into a cheesy sell out of a once shameless town. I'm so over it. I hardly ever go west of La Brea now n days. West of Highland for that matter! I am strictly east side.

I visited my orthodontist on Tuesday. They put these rubber band things on that look like tracks. They are pulling my teether together. My teeth HURT. They hurt bad and I love every second of it. I can seriously feel my overbite moving in. I can hardly eat anything though. It's a huge pain to bite down or chew. There is only a small section in my mouth I can chew my food with. But gosh, I really feel a lot of movement going on. I'm excited. I just hope that once my braces are taken off that my teeth don't go right back into place.

I am going to the oral surgeon on Sept 8th. I picked up all the paper work from my ortho that I need. I have to return next week to get the molds of my teeth to take into the hospital. I hope I will have my jaw surgery scheduled soon. My TMJ has gotten so bad. It's difficult for me to eat. Every chew movement I make my mouth pops. It causes me a lot of fatigue.It seems to be getting worse. Maybe that is because I am thinking about it more? not sure. I'll just be so glad to get it taken care of. I can't get an appt with the doctor that I want. My ortho told me to go to a certain doctor but the hospital refuses to make me an appt with him. Every time I call they tell me he is completely booked up. I've had to settle on a different doctor. I hope I am not making a bad choice. I am sorry to say but i don't think I will ever wear a ball gag again. My big red ball gag days are over.

I got some new AP. Just wait and see. You are going to love it.


xx

July 30th I had a 2nd round of lasik on my left eye. I had the lasik procedure done back in February of this year. My left eye healed with -1.25 making it tricky to see 100% clearly and drive at night. My right eye was over compensating for my left causing some strain. I had my touch up done on my left and I feel great! It is still healing but I can tell this is gonna fix it for good. Eric took some video. Sorry for the glare on the windows. You can see my eye on the monitor towards the end. The doctor didn't have to recreate the flap this time, instead he lifted the flap that he created last time up. Wooaaaaa... I got really queezy when they told me they were going to do it like that. I wasn't sure which was worse, having the flap cut or getting the previous flap pulled up. I was like, nooooo details please :-P~~~~ !!! I also had a little problem with my right eye back in February with the flap. It got a little bumpy but my doctor had me in a few times to massage the flap which totally fixed the problem. Now I can seeeee! I went from wearing -6.50 contact lenses to seeing totally clearly. I'm so happy!